i'm just a brown cow.

looking back at my archives, i tried not to tear. time really flies. you could notice, as the months went back, i abandoned my yellow and blue xinmin uniform and donned the brown nanyang one. which did i look happier in? it doesnt really matter now, aint it. because i'm going to be brown for quite sometime. it's not the physical part of it, it's the emotional one.

i made many friends, and i dont regret it. they're my escapes from this horrible system of collage schooling, the colors that brighten this dull life. but how long more can i drag myself to school, force myself to keep awake during lectures, and pine for the moment where i lie in bed.

i slept for a long time. a really long time. and i really pigged out this holidays. but school is dawning nearer and nearer. i am scared.

well, as they say in life, friends are there for you.








:)) i know they are.
i must be strong.